Monday, 26 November 2018

An open letter to the BRAVE CITY OF MUMBAI.

 

I choose to title this as RED. Red is a color we know stands for love, trust, strongest bonds of friendships, passion and trust. How could someone not like RED? It is omnipresent. It is within us and everywhere outside. RED is the color of Blood.

But I started to hate RED on this day. The 26th of November. It has been a decade of me hating RED. I was only eleven when I developed a hatred for the color RED. Let me answer the arising question. WHY?

It's a decade of horrific, terrible and unforgettable attacks of 26/11 on the brave city of MUMBAI and of me hating the color RED. As a city, MUMBAI was popular across the globe and well known for its color of unity, harmony, steadiness, love, compassion and brotherhood. Probably the city that fulfilled dreams wished that this was just a bad dream. Just another nightmare, that once it woke up from this bad dream everything would be back to normal. That Mumbai would be alive and kicking like always. But unfortunately, this was an alarming truth. Truth in its horrible RED color form to Mumbai a city that usually bleeds blue starting from the Arabian Sea to the Wankhede stadium and to its hovering clear skies. But Mumbai was not just bleeding RED, it was everywhere outside on top of lying dead bodies that never knew what was coming to them and why it was happening to them. Death came in RED that day. It came to innocents, to children, to women, to men, to doctors and to those who had sworn to protect my country, all of them were bleeding RED.

I have read that one should learn to forgive. But on all my breaths I would pray for punishment and pray to the listening one that let there not be forgiveness to those who caused this trauma to the great city and the people within its boundaries. All those terrorists who were responsible for causing this trauma in Mumbai are dead now. But GOD please let death not be their safe escape to the SINS they have caused. Let there be justice. Justice in its finest form. Justice that they deserve. I don't know if the concept of many births exists in reality. But if it does TORTURE them to an epitome of TRAUMA in each of their births.

Let those sworn to protect my country, the innocents and the Bravehearts find peace.

 

My kind homage to all those who sacrificed themselves to safeguard us on that day and many other days

 

Wednesday, 14 November 2018

I am so HAPPY that I am writing this.
To begin with I am a SACHIN GOD TENDULKAR fan.
For the people who know me, it's a line that they would obviously know and want to skip
For those who don't might end up asking what's different about that.
To answer that question before the chain of questions pulls into your brain. There is not much different about that.
The only difference being that I am a fan of SACHIN GOD TENDULKAR to a point where you start linking it to insanity.
Now that might be true. You might feel that's even valid once and if you know me well. But regardless of what it is called, You can call it blind love, insanity, craziness, over the limits, fandom and dozen other random things that are usually thrown into me, once I start speaking about this TOPIC.
Once I start speaking of my GOD.
I LOVE THIS TO MY ABSOLUTE CORE
AND I AM SURE THAT I CANNOT LOVE ANYTHING AND ANYBODY TO THIS POINT.
So if you think this is INSANITY.
I LOVE TO BE INSANE.
TO BE THOSE DOZEN THINGS.
The only reason being that this is what makes me happy. This makes me smile, The most genuine and generous smile that flashes across my face ever. And going by human virtues it's not easy for someone to be happy. People do so much to be happy, I can start that list from life taking adventures to expensive meals to a counselling session and to train fake happiness (or for temporary happiness: habits like smoking, alcohol and what not obsessions). For me, it's not difficult to be happy. Play a video that has SACHIN in it. Mention his name to me. Flash his photo. Get me his news article.  Or else if nothing is working with me start playing the STRAIGHT DRIVE HE PLAYED AGAINST MALINGA. IND VS SL. 2011 WORLD CUP FINALS.
You got my attention for sure.
I think I genuinely am a very selfish guy. Because I see him, to be happy. To be good. To not, lose my mood or not be angry at anyone. But then it's there because I love him unconditionally, unconsciously and without expecting anything.
I don't want the world to say I am big SACHIN fan.
I don't want Sachin to reply me on social media.
I don't want to meet him personally.
I didn't want him to perform when he was playing.
I don't expect a return
I just watch him, read about him, write things related to him and talk about him because I genuinely get happy about that.
If anyone of these things happen nothing like it. But when it doesn't still leave me equally happy.
And I wish everyone achieves that in life. May God bless everyone with something or someone that they could love unconditionally. Without expecting returns.

Thank you, Sachin.
For being what you are.
For spreading joy and bringing me to peace in numberless forms, numberless times and across numberless platforms.